Ophelia Undone

My lord, I have remembrances of yours,That I have longed long to re-deliver;I pray you, now receive them. -Ophelia Hamlet A3S1W.Shakespeare

"Away From Me" Amy Lee

I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll
I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to
Lost all faith in the things I have achieved
And I

Two-natured lament

I am struggeling in a chasm between two lives. One- the Preoccupation of what could have been, should have been, and what I would have now vs. Burden of what was, is and may be. The following are lyrics from the song WASTE by Seether... pretty much covers it.

Cadence for the Abyss

Martyrs and Thieves- Jennifer Knapp

There's a place in the darkness that I used to cling to

That presses harsh hope against time.

In the absence of martyrs there's a presence of thieves

Who only want to rob you blind.

there should be a hell for such as these

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Slight of Heart

Heartache by any other name sucks just as bad. I seem to be getting a lions share of it.

Scene #300 Take #8

Blah. I feel blah and I just can't seem to find a way out of it. Thought it was all about last weeks never ending downpour- which seemed to contribute to everyone else having a crappy mood and such, so on...trickle down factor. Well, HELLO SUNSHINE and I'm still blah.